self torture

I saw that my ex's wife had a myspace page (we have a friend in common, and I saw a comment on said friends page), which led me to check her blog... just glancing around really, more for pictures than anything (yes yes I know.. stupid) and I saw a picture of the two of them from April of 2005 when they went to Disneyland... and I stopped and thought... "Gee, that's when he proposed to ME!" LOL And I bet she had no idea at the time.
Oh well, if she's happy... he's all hers. I miss the relationship part of what we had, but I don't miss him... not anymore.
Tho I'm not having a whole lot of true success in the dating world, I'd rather be single than be in a relationship that wasn't true, whole and real. Plus, I never have to sleep alone with having two dogs ;-) hee hee
Must continue to focus on getting a job that takes me to Oregon... keep... focused... :)

her first Christmas Tree

An upclose shot of the girl... growing up so fast!

Sedona (Sis) sitting in front of her very first Christmas tree (for what it's worth right now)

And the two monsterfaces sitting in front of our Christmas tree... not fully decorated and without a tree skirt, but I couldn't resist!!

yay, the lites!

I drove up tonight after work and a drs appt, to find my lites on! ALL OF THEM! They must have known I had a shitty day!!

And these were pictures taken of Kota... unbathed, ungroomed, just tossed on the table and photographed.... What do you guys think? Should I enter him in the Southern CA Specialty? Or save my money?? ;-)