tears tears tears

Not sure what the deal is, but for some reason it really hit me today, about my dad... I've cried three times during the course of my work day... it's finally hitting me today that this weekend will be the last time I see my dad. Not sure how I'm supposed to pull myself together half the time. I just feel like I need to just cry. And what's weird is that I'm not all that especially close to my dad either... but we do have a relationship now... we didn't until I was a teenager. No matter what he did he's still my dad. Sucks. No 2 ways around it. stupid life.